Currently Number Ones By Michael Jackson Wanna be stating something see related

PHONE JACKED!

Currently Never Too Much By Luther Vandross see related

I'm seeking professional help

I've been at Santa Monica College for 4 years and I'm just spinning my wheels! My best friend graduated from here 2 years ago with an A.A., now he's about to get his B.A. That makes me feel like a big idiot.

I went to the Learning Disabilities Center today and they told me about a few programs and classes that could help me and they also told me about the psychology department. I didn't know psychological services were available, so I made an appointment today...I guess to have my head examined and we'll see what happens from there.

I know some of you guys probably don't care if I fall off a cliff, but I gotta tell somebody what's going on in my life. 

Currently J.E. Heartbreak By Jagged Edge Lets Get Married see related

I'M GETTIN MARRIED!!!

Yeah I never thought I would say those words, but there's a girl I've been chasing for a long time and I finally caught her. Yeah, me and Gina are gonna get hitched. There's no specific wedding date yet, but Gina said yes when I asked her to marry me. I've told this girl so may times I'd do anything (including, but not limited to kill) for her, she is the girl of my dreams.

I don't know how long we're going to drag out the engagement because it takes time to plan a wedding. I want this to be special, I don't want to go to Vegas and get married by an Elvis impersonator (Prince or Rick James? maybe. Elvis? no) for $100, so we're going to take it slow.

I never thought I would be getting married.

REALLY BAD DAY, REALLY REALLY BAD DAY, REALLY BAD DAY TIME 17!

I had to take care of some early morning bizzness near school (SMC) today, so I take my backpack and shove it in my locker. I come back several hour later and find both of my lockers CLEANED OUT! I have 2 lockers next to each other because they're both broken (e.g. free) I talk to the locker room attendant and he told me someone tried to turn in a backpack to him that was found in the trash, and to go to campus police. I go to campus PD and reclaim my backpack void of anything of value, or minimal value (i.e. text books, CDs, school supplies? who the f*ck is interested in pens and pencils????) These Mo-Fo's stole a whole bunch of sh*t from me, stuff I forgot to take home. THEY EVEN STOLE MY 10-YEAR-OLD, SIZE 4XL LEATHER JACKET!!!!  My knife was in there too, I bought that as a birthday present to myself 
If I catch someone with my stuff...campus PD said to call them. If I catch someone with my stuff...someone's gonna have to call campus PD on me for beatin' the holy hell out of them!!!!! 
Another bad part is my cell phone charger was in my jacket! Now I have to spend $20 to buy a new one!   Not only did these ass hole steal my valuables, they also stole my invaluables (personal hygene products, and my calendar! really, a calendar? what the f*ck is someone going to do with my planner????)
SOMEONE IS REALLY ASKING FOR A BEAT DOWN!

ONTOP OF ALL THIS...MY (FORMER) BOSS COPS AN ATTITUDE WITH ME BECAUSE HE'S LATE DELIVERING OUR (his crew's)FINAL PAYCHECK! (which was nice and healthy by the way) He thinks I've been talking shit about him behind his back, because he's a big time screw up! (in which I haven't) So I put him in check today and made him look like a bigger idiot than what he already is!  
I AM NEVER WORKING FOR RON REICHELT, OR (his boss) MONTEBELLO CITY COUNCILMAN: ROBERT URTEAGA  (who is a convicted white-collar criminal) AGAIN!  They pissed me off way too many times!!!!!
In my final words I would like to say the pay was good ($13/hr) and so were the hours, and I would also like to say FUCK YOU: RON REICHELT and FUCK YOU: ROBERT URTEAGA!!!!!!  

THANK YOU.

So...I know you guys are mad at me for the things I said. I know if I ever return to XA I'll never be looked at the same way twice. I want you guys to know that I am trying to get back on my feet. I going back on the campaign trail in a week or 2.I'm trying to get my drivers license so I can go back to KJLH and see if I can still get that driving job they offered me. I'm waiting for a financial aid check also. If I can't get the help I need from this new source, I going to save up and buy a car or a van to sleep in. I know I said I don't want to be on the street, but if it's my own vehicle and I'm left alone to my own thoughts, then I will be fine.

I just need to be my own man and live by myself and then the only one who can drive me nuts is me. I've noticed things tend to go wrong when I live by someone else's rules. I'm almost 26 y.o. it's time for me to be by myself, no more roommates. If I ever have another roommate it will be only one and in my apt.

My apologies for the use of the word "slut" that girl was not a slut. My apologies to Rishi and Adam for publishing their phone numbers, I removed them a few days ago. My apologies for referring to Adam's phone number as the "Gay and Lesbian Center"

I'm writing this blog because I'm stuck trying to write an essay that was due yesterday. I wrote my opinion on the story I have to write an essay for, now there's still the thesis, the first draft, the second draft, the outline...and...the actual essay 2-4 pages, so I'm going to push for 3. Think I can do it before midnight?